Sunday, May 29, 2005

I Hate YOU..!!!

Chi bai..Fuck You..Asshole..Basted..
Get It..I hate you Muhammad Iskandar..I seriously do..If you reading this..Hack care..
Good that you are gone tomorrow..Good that you are having two camps..Back of..Who do you think you are..I'm bigger than you and get his straight YOU DO NOT HAVE THE WILL AND POWER TO INTERFERE WITH MY LIFE...i dun care whether you have a girlfrend or not..but if i'm not wrong you have been having a relationship for the past one month but did i interfere..
NOOOO!!Why should i tell you whether i'm having a relationship or not...if i do give me a very good damn reason to tell you..well, let me tell you..i do not have any now but i do have 4 ex's.. well i guess you do not know rite..sumtimes my fren don't do either so why must you care..

And get this straight..dun be selfish and use the lap top alone..this is not yours..there is no name on it..we are suppose to SHARE..you understabd sharing..HAH? everytime i got home you are using it..kau nak bute ke pe..From morning till night..you not tired nevermind but the comp need some rest..Asshole..kau tak de kat rumah lagi bagus..senyap ngan aman rumah ni..Tajuddin pun setuju..well i think ibu and atok pun setuju..dah lah macam karang guni.. news paper last year masih ade...ade body odour lagi..bilik kau bau hapak..One word for you...Pengotor.. Pergillah buang tu semua buang tu semua bende..kau faham fire hazard tak..

Fuck lah..I hate you..AND WHY IS THE BLOG SITE IN CHINESE...I DUN UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SHIT...KKEEERRROOOO!!!!!!


and to my frends especially Sarah Nabila..I miss you..

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 10:24 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

In Loving Memories..

I am tired ..I just got back from my cuzzin place..well,my uncle passed away this morning..He was preparing to go to work and had this bad cough..in a click of the eye, he was gone.. i didn't expect this to happen as two doys ago we had fun at hider's birhtday..he did not suffer from any disease except for diabetes i guess..he was well but i guess the drizzle during the bbq cause him to be sick..well,mainly he was hider's step-father..when i look at hider's eyes..i sense this deep feeling of lose..what can you expect from a primary school kid who just celebrates his last birhtday together with his step-father...their relationship was close..everything around him seems to be about baba(my uncle)..baba here..baba there.. well,now baba no more..one more person out from this family tree..

I am scared too...To guess that my mother's uncle(my grandfather) just passed away one or two weeks ago...and that my father's eldest brother passed away two month ago..in just three months,three people died..what shocked me was that these people were actually healthy and active in life..the sick ones are still alive and kicking while the healthy ones are gone...i know that no one can predict who will go next but this thought is torturing me..Who will be next...? I am scared for my grandfather..i love him so and do not want him to perish out of this world..

I also pity on my father..he now have to work harder to support the whole family..not just my family but the entire family tree..well,my family is the only one who lives comfortably in pleasure..whatever i asked for will be given..you can say that i am being pampered..same goes to my brothers and mother..we used to go out on holodays frequently but now i guess happy days are over...you see..most of my other relatives are depending on my father..do you know that instead of buying two packets of sugar..my parents actually bought more than ten to contribute to my relatives..same goes to most of the grocery and shopping list..if any of my family members were to need financial help..they would go and see my father.so, in all i guess my father is like a bank..What can i say or do..i can't ask him to stop helping..these people here are my relatives...my flesh and blood...i guess now what i can do is to cut short on my spendings and be thrifty...

"Life is fragile..Cherish what you have now and make full use of it..Don't wait or you may not see them or the sunrise again.."

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 11:11 PM

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Hider's Birthday !!

yesterday party was a blast..as to day is going to be vesak day,yesterday a gorup of devotees came to east coast to pray i guess.there was loads of peolple...there was even a lion dance..imagine you went to east coast at around 8 pm then suddenly you heard the sound 'dong,dong chang' and saw lion dancing around..i was actually amazed by thier customs..i sat and look at the whole ritual..after they left..the fun starts..

we played 'pass the parcel'..if you are holding the parcel you have to do a dare written on it.. first to dare was bai..hahaha...he had to act like a baby and drink a baby milk from a baby bottle and cry..funny siak that guy..then came paul...he had to sing duet with one of the older person of different sex..hahah..he choose mama ju but she don't want...then..he chooses cik normah,she also don't want so in the end he sing alone...hidayat have to act as a 'mak nya'..there are also stupid dare..next game was eating the apple the fastest..i wanted to play..me against five guys..i started last and finish first..hahaha..you guys eat so slow haha..i won..then we played the flour game..take sweets in flour one..that one was a mess..ayat won.. the guts eventually throws flour everywhere and everyone was covered in flour..at around two or three in the mornig then we went home..

today,went to expo with kak su , kak mama and my two niece...nothing much there...so boring...

hai..malay o's in two weeks soon..


Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 5:03 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Tadaa !!

Ola...k tadi jumpe amal, siti ngan pard kat tampines platform..then go jumpe kim kat somerset..si claris tu janji nak belanje ngaok wayang.. tapi,macam biase janji bedek..babi siak perempuan tu..selalu gini..dah nak belanje,belanja lah...selalu gini siol..fed up aku.. dah lepas tu..kite lak tak tahu nak gi mane..dah lah macam 'wondering spirit' jalan kat town tak tentu arah.. semua balum makan jadi siti ingat nak makan kat 'magic wok' tapi dah tutup..pergi lah kite ke sakura..muke kite lagi..for the last three weeks, we have been eating there.. hai..banyak duit kan..bile makan si aisyah ngan zafirah telephone suroh jumpe kat burger king..so after we eat we met them...over ther bought sundey pie..makan lagi kite semua..lepas tu aku cakap bende bodoh..si aisyah tanye lepas ni nak gi mane..amal pula cakap clubbing..si aku ni pulak cakap c.h.i.j.m.e.s..mane kat chijmes at club..hahah..semua kelakar macam gile kat bk..kuat lak tu..lepas tu kite gi wisma sebab aku kat service telephone..lepas tu jalan-jalan dan gi balik tampines.kat sane..gi lepak kat coffee bean..tempat biase jugak...me,amal,pard dan siti..kim balik..aisyah ngan zafirah gi bugis..tunggulah kite untuk fir ngan ida..ida tak leh ikut tadi bab kakak die nye b'dea..fir lak mak cik ade kat rumah..satu jam tunggu tak sampai..bile dorang sampai aku kene pergi bab nak gi hider,my cuzzin nye b'dea...sekarang kat rumah tengan tunggu nak keluar untuk b'dea party..

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 7:47 PM

Morning!!!So what do you think of my blog...?Pinkish rite....I know i hate pink but it's nice.. maybe i will change it..c first lah if got time..



my air-con break down..AGAIN..just had it service two days ago and now..hai yah..had to sleep in sweats..haha..stupid contractor..don't know how to service don't service lah..hot day today..cannot switch air-con..but nevermind,my mother called the company again to complain and they said that they are coming later at twelve..so,by the mean time i have to do tons of chores..Argh..my mother is calling me again...now,what?...




K,later going out with amal,fir,claris and kim..claris gonna treat us to movie...Yee Pee...So much money that girl..that day just treat us and know again..nevermind..we will squeeze all the money from her...Claris if you're reading this..watch out..



till here for now..have to the chores...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 9:55 AM

Friday, May 20, 2005

ok..ok..just made a few changes...k i still have not complte it..argh..
cannot upload photo cause the photo bucket is under maintenance..argh...
I'm bored...there's nohing for me to do at home...

well'it's my cuzzin birthday tomorrow...
Happy Birthday Hider..Woo!! Dah besar seh..
Let me sing to you...
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To Hider
Happy Birthday To You..

Woooooo Hoooo..
applause people applause

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 8:06 PM