Friday, March 30, 2007

fact #153: my life these days is filled with meetings, where did my social life go too?

I don't want to close my eyes
i don't want to fall asleep
cause i miss you baby
and i don't want to miss a thing


whahahaha...bored bored bored...the lyrics have been playing over and over in my head... all thanks to someone who has been playing and singing the song since morning... haiz... bored... tired.. stress.. happy... all i can say is i am having mixed emotions right now... haiz... bored bored bored... happy happy happy

Woo hoo... oh yah, Grace brought for me her unopened barbie doll...haha... can keep it at home for ira, ida or ika when they come over or whoever it may be..i have tonnes of them at home...haha and thanks for the m)phosis bag... i'm gonna use it right after i clean the dust off... whahaha... thanks anyways

Happy birthday to Angela!!!!

and lastly, I'M HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! let's go eat people... Kajanika

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:02 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

fact #152: a good follower tends to be a good leader

There's nothing much i can say. It's been a series of bad lucks for some of my girls/guys. I don't know whic idiot hate them so to actually spam thier blogs and posting up stupid stuff. All i could do is to tell them to ignore it. This people are not even brave enough to tell you face to face that they hate you, your attitude and the way you act. So why should you care and waste your time on them. Keep doing stuff which makes them hate you more, see how far the person will be pissed off to.

There's a limit in which i can tolerate. Right now it's not that high and i am trying very hard to control it. Stop doing things which you hate people see/hear/do to you. I know what's happening in the back. I know and i can see. People tell me stuff and i choose to ignore it. I can be very very nice but once i blow up, it will never be a nice scene.

Here's a lesson in which you people out there can learn. From a very nice/good friend :-

"Mr Miss Anonymous.

Firstly, when you want to criticise, insult, scold others, you need to use proper English.Secondly, you need to reveal your identity. That is basic etiquette.Thirdly, no matter how much you dislike the blogger, you need to show at least some respect. Vulgarities does not show respect. Please be nice.Then, before you criticise, insult, scold, get your facts right. You were wrong about her age.Finally, do not rant like a kid. Be rational, elaborate and explain.

Yes you have the freedom of speech, but no one will understand when you rant and rant like a kid. You wanna get your points clear across our minds, or rather the blogger's mind, follow what I mentioned above.

Now, get a life.And oh by the way!

The blogger told me she was not affected at all because she really really did not get what you mean. We could not decipher your rants too. Please, elaborate and explain, rationally. This time, with your identity. You are given another chance to do this properly. Remember your objective - to hit the blogger real hard with your criticisms and she collapse. That is your ultimate goal. I am teaching you how to do it properly. So, thank me. My name is there below, revealed for respecting everybody else who spares some of his/her precious time reading my post.

Thank you.

-Sean"

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:56 AM

fact #151: i rather receive the blames then let others receive them

Elemm seems more like MMess... for now it's okay i guess, final assignment is to revamp IMD website if i am not wrong... Ben will tell more tomorrow... Speaking of Ben, for three consecutive months i have him as my lecturer... haha... i wonder how he can tahan a person like me... i am always late (well, i come before the time limit which he gives lah which is 15 mins but it's still late right) and i am always so blur when he asks me questions... hehe... and i actually feel sorry that he dares not show any examples anymore... maybe it's my fault maybe not, who knows... haha... Yesterday during lesson, Karwen was asking him how and i, who was sitting beside her, tried as much as i could to avoid hearing what they are talking... haha... for my good also, if not i will kind of copy the idea... haha... lazy to think you see... anyways, talkin of Ben, he owes me roti john... While we were eating lunch/dinner (it was at 3pm), Ben who finish and was still hungry ask if i wanted to share with him, roti john... of course lah i want, free food... haha... the roti john is nice anyways... queue was long and i need to take my bag in class so, next time then okay Ben...haha...you owe me 1


I was reading Deborah's blog a few mins ago... kind of hilarious... haha ... regarding our chair+man, i can't help it but laugh... omg! i wonder what shirts he's going to wear next... can't he see the error in what he was wearing... the other time , during a meeting, we were, well he was, pointing out to a typo error in a shirt design, and i look at Deborah and laugh... oh my... and now, everytime i see his face, i see those words, Deborah, please help!!! I'm siow now... The way to de-stress is by being siow... haha... and that nas, he surely has a lot of free time with him right now huh... Look at what he has the time to do... ouh my, the worst suspect picture is not even there lah... Where's Jeremy pic Nas!!!?

Well, lastly, i want to wish Ron a happy 18/9? birthday! Sorry forgot your age.

Also to Dominic (tp design Dom i mean) a happy 19th birthday!

And lastly to Mr. Johari happy (29/30?) birthday! i forgot your age already and when exactly is yours...it's either the 24th or 28th...ouh well

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEOPLE!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:09 AM

Monday, March 26, 2007

fact #150: i just realise that i can't survive without aircon! damn pampered

Woo hoo! I am happy... happy... happy... want to know why? woo hoo!!!





It was totally unexpected. I think they all voted wrongly. Whahaha. Because of the single fact that the voting is about on the portfolio display and our portfolio display was there but not our portfolio. Our portfolio was missing for the whole exhibition as we had given it to Ben right after our presentation. The rest of the groups had thier portfolio with them while ours was with Ben. Another thing was that somehow, our jpeg* advertisement was not even up, WHERE ARE THE FILES ANYWAYS? we had handed it in but it was not being displayed. Urgh! Anyways, we won. haha

Back to friday, Aisyah was the first there and had clean up the exhibition space for us. Lucky ours was easy to take down. As usual the rest of us were late. haha. there was suppose to be a proze presentation for the voting result. Due to bad responses of turn ups, it was cancelled. Damn, why didn't they announce it right then. hehe. After which there was a talk for IMDs yr 1 and 2. It was to clear up the reason why THERE ISN'T ANY HOLIDAYS FOR US right until June. heck. Following that was a presentation by the year 2s. The year 1s are allowed to sit in during thier presentation. The Q&A session was fun as we(not me) bombarded them with questions and I must say some were quite nice. And camp was next.

A busy day for friday i must say. The following days were camp days right up till Sunday. One thing to comment on was that it was not a nice feeling to have a mestrual cramp during the camp day itself. Suffering. I tried hard to control them in as much as i could. Another thing was that i would have a fever be it slight or high whenever i had my menses. Damn. Anyways, two days of not sleeping was taking a toll on me. I did not sleep the previous day before camp and not sleeping on the first day of camp was very very very tiring. Lesson learnt, SLEEP when you have the time to. Plus being tired and having cramps was the worst thing i had felt. OMG! Lucky for me i had a very understandable people around :D

Nightwalk was funny. Well, i did not have the courage,haha, to walk at some areas as i knew what would happen especially Khairun's area there. I walked around here and there to checked up on things itself alone you know. Reason why i dare not walk there was i hear screaming ever so often. I wonder what my subs actually did to them. And hearing Eileen actually make a bunch of guys scream make me laugh hard. haha.Thanks everyone for the effort.Went home on Sunday. Thanks David and Weihon for your help especially on friday night. Thanks Joseph and Mayfen for the effort put in. and my subs for everything. rest well and see you guys on wednesday. be there or be square. haha. no lah

and right now, both Clarence and Sook Chin are asking me about DOTC.haha. To Sam, it's alright. I won't take it too hard. It's so silly actually, why must i waste my energy on a single thing like that. Don't worry about me okay. Just keep a look out for anything and tell me, we'll gossip okay.haha

And last thing to take note of is to actually bring extra sleeping bags just in case. In case one moment you are sharing a sleeping bag with someone and the next it's gone with someone covering himself up with it to keep himself warm and leave me cold!!!

Guess what, now i am already a year 2 student. The day before i was year 1 and poof now, i am a year 2. Like what sey. There's class tomorrow, so sian. It's like you know, on monday you went to school as a sec one student and on tuesday the next day you are a sec 2 student. No celebration of ending of year 1 or what not. Everyone is busy with school stuff!!!!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 3:57 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

fact #149: i hate it... (hazimah and karwen knows what i mean right) shut up!!!!

woo hoo...at exhibition space now SLACKING...woo hoo...today last day...well, actually it's tomorrow but we have to pack up by tomorrow... so sian...at exhibition space do nothing but slack...on corner listen to "sway" another palying elctric quitar, other's watched "hana yori dango" and we all gossiping...whahaha...so sian ah...heck about people coming to the exhibition, although there's people here and there, we rather slack around... air-con somemore...

Anyways, pictures coming up...alot actually...weee... Reuben, my cds lecturer, sang yesterday in class...so sudden...he said he was going to sing a part but ended singing the whole song... whahaha... so funny...and that yoda,vivian, keep raising her hands up for god knows what reason... haha...so here goes the pic...

Jiayanh, he look like Elmo here, hehe



Essy



Vicky Icky...haha



Nicholas







See that camera, i want one



Jun Kai



Karwen and Esther



I forgot his name, whaha



Me and Karwen



CDS time...
Riduan



Jia wen



Wen minn



Shannon



Other classmates





Reuben, the japanese tourist for the day









I must say he eats damn fast...faster then me



hehe

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:59 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

fact #149: i lie to myself to feel good always :)

The people for my leadership class...table mates...consists of IMDmers and ADMers... Shannon and Ron are missing though..wonder where they are?!



Project1 period...when we are just too tired or bored, we do stupid stuff...or like Siti and Yvonne, we watch Fullhouse and HanaKimi again...whahaha









Many IMD b'dea falls in this month, so here's wishing you guys a happy and eventful birthday

• Jacq
• Yvonne
• Grace
• Syafrin
• Shuli
• Ron

Mr.Jo( i forgot when, 24 or 28) and Kak kiah b'dea is also this month

Celebrated Jacq b'dea in the studio...blueberry cake...yummy

I celebrated Yvonne's b'dea twice.... one with my project 1 grp the other one with the rest of the IMD mates... i love the cake which Esther bought... i had to practically dragged her from the printing room just to surprise her on her b'dea

first cake, with p1...haha...cute cake right

2nd cake, love the taste

Wished Syafrin a happy b'dea...i guess he was kind of upset as most of us focus more on Grace's b'dea instead of his...you see, both thier b'dea fell on the same day... Syaf did say to me on his b'dea about whether i remember something...of course i remember lah...i planned to wished him a happy b'dea at the end of the day which i did..and soon, those oblivious people follow suit and wish him a happy b'dea

Grace b'dea was celebrated at Orchard Swnsen...there was meant to be a surprise but he was not able to make it... at least he did msg and send a wish though which she still doesn't believe it was from him lah...whahaha...ice-cream cake for Grace but poor her...She who hates balloon was given a few bunches(i think that's the word) of them...haha... the managers there were so nice...hehe...off too kino and topshop after that to walk and shop and give hints(only those who came knows what i am talking about here, haha)... Mr.unbelievable paid for everything first using his i think mastercard... so now people, pay me the money! Okay!

the nice managers

Ron b'dea coming soon... i didn't wish Shuli a happy b'dea though

I must say, we IMDmers are like a family... we hang around the studio almost everyday... whahaha... and we are a noisy bunch i must say... and most of all, we love to celebrate birthdays...haha... let's do an IMD bbq one day peeps :)

The 2d/3 room which was under-utilise for a few month was fully utilise back again for this month... Everyone is being seen chionging thier project 1 stuff... argh, next wk is the exhibition... must chiong chiong chiong... there will be a 3 day exhibition!so come down yah

Ah hah... just found out from Sean and a few people that Joseph english is not that good too... say my english very bad, his is the same standard too lah... later he kena from me one...haha ahhhh, no time aleady, comin friday is the camp...must really chiong hard for this...everything settled except for nightwalk, fast2 people...and i need to recap back the dance step with sook chin or syafiq fast!!! All due to Matthew's joke on condom justnow, i am going to remember about it for the next few days...omg!!! please dun feed me with all those thoughts...talking about Matthew,he is the first guy whom i've seen to be soo perfectionist in his own ways...just now when typing th plot for night walk, he was being perfect in typing the plot...asking me to do a table format(which he did himself in the end, haha), everything which involves typography lah...whahaha... ahh, matthew, you and your condom...and that clarence and sean makes things worst

Went to my aunt shop after class just now...initial plan was to go to maternal grandma's house but since grandma want to come there, i went there too...and wow, my whole cousin came down... whahaha... that was rare for me because i don't usually get to see all of them together unless got family stuff going on like hari raya or weddings(unlike the rest of my cousins, they usually meet up at my grandma's place)... i don't usually like to go and tag along with my mum/dad to go to my cousins place , i rather stay at home then go for this sorts of stuff...i love the peace because my cousins(both maternal and paternal) can be really rowdy at times...haha...but i love them all :D

Firaz,cute isn't he

Usual girls, Ika, Ira and Idah(Wawa)

That's one of her work which i assits her with

Tomorrow i am going to be super busy...so i need my rest now...bye people

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:25 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Hi all,
Some of your have written in with your concerns regarding classes next block.
I will try to answer some, if not all.

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Why are we informed of this so last minute?
The approved Timetable for block Teaching hasn’t changed since it was published. The timing for block 12 has not changed.
Your online timetable has no indication of classes in Block 12 as the regular timetable ends on Block 11. Block 12 timetable and Next semester’s timetable are scheduled at the same time(which is right now).
This is the reason why we are not able to tell you in advance what classes you will be taking.

When can we see our Timetable for Block 12 and next semester?
Block 12 timetable will be published next week and this will be announced to the school. Next semester’s timetable will be published closer to the end of Block 12.

Why is there no break between Yr1 and Yr2? When is our holidays?
As design school is in Block teaching now, we do not have an exact holiday break between your year 1 and year 2.
You will however be given a month break in June. All IMD students will have holidays in June and December Blocks (except yr3 going on SIP). Twice a year.
We have shifted your holidays to be in June and December to allow families to go on vacations together as some of you have siblings in secondary or primary school.

I already have plans for a holiday next month. What do I do?
According to design school’s published calendar, there is no stated holiday period in Block 12. You will need to attend classes if you have been scheduled for them.
As these classes for IMD are Core subjects, you cannot “drop” them. I would advise you to reschedule your holidays to June.

In a yr3 student. Why do I not have a break in June?
As a 3rd year student, you are not given a month break like the rest of the yr 1 and yr 2 students as you are required to go on a 3-month Student Internship Attachment Programme (SIP).
However, there will be a short break (1-2 weeks, not confirmed) before you start your Final Year Project Semester. Details will come later.
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I apologise to you all for not being able to give you a better timetable view sooner. I understand that this has cause some of you discomfort. For that, I again apologise.
Please understand that the school/ course is trying to make things better.

If there are any other issues that I have failed to address, please let me know and I will try my best to clarify.
Thanks all,
Yong.


______________________________________________

Which means i have no choice but to quit foc/w...since it falls during school period... damn it... just when i want to enjoy school life this to happen... so sian... ahhhhhhhhhh... i want my adminlicious team...i wanna go for foc/w... sian ah

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:50 AM

Monday, March 12, 2007

fact #148: i am never good at explaining myself esp for project proposal/presentation

For the first time, people are actually ahy when they come to my house... whahaha, the usual routine when my friends come to my house is lay comm, sleep, watch tv, eat.. yah, that's what people usually do especially sleep...whahaha... i expect people who come to my house to treat it like thier own house... some says it's rude but i say it's alright...haha

So, just now mayfen, aisyah and siti came over for p1...first thing we do is to take songs from each other...whahaha... blah blah blah... we were hungry...told them if they want maggie or not... whahah, the usual food, maggie...if there's rice and side dishes i would offer that instead but since it' Sunday (mum never cooks on Sunday) no food lah... and for the first time, someone felt somewhat shy to eat at my house... a first i must say...whahaha

Anyways, i think something wrong with blogger...there's no option for me to choose like to change the fonts, fonts colour, blah blah, blah...so for now, we'll stick with this :)

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:29 AM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

fact #149: A tune that gets stuck in your head is called an earworm.

" Hi all,

Please note that you will have classes running in the next block.
There is no break after the end of this block.
Please do not go on a holiday. Next block starts from 26 March.
There will be core classes running for all of 06 cohort(current Freshmen.
05 cohort(current Juniors) will have Diploma Electives running.
The timetable for next block will be published soon.
If there are questions, please ask your lecturers. "

I hate the above sentence i really do...everyone is hating it... not too sure if it's only for IMDs or for the whole design courses though...urgh!!!! shit lah...i don't know what to do now

----------------------------------------------------


Wee... 100+ went down the drain on Saturday just on 2 blouse... so ex huh... but thanks dad... wee hee... Ask dad for $$ few days back after seeing this blouse on an outing to Vivo with Grace... He gave me $50 for blouse+slippers...but i ended up buying food and one of the blouse instead...hehe

Mum had ask me earlier if i wanted to follow her to Vivo...of course lah, never reject an offer when your parents wants to go to a shopping mall... you will never know what you will come back home with... browse through topshop and bought 1 blouse... and guess what dad said, "why only buy 1 when you're here, buy somemore lah?" and i was like "you give me $50 (in actual fact there's only $30 left, haha) and you want me to buy 2..."you sponsor ah",i told him... and he pick out the other blouse... haha...and tadaa... bought another blouse in the end...mum commented,"yah lah, only daughter what...everything buy..." haha... let's go shopping again okay dad...hehe...metro's sale is coming up...and mum sponsoring me for that..woo hoo

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:54 AM

Friday, March 09, 2007

fact #147: for me 'like' means 'like' while 'like like means 'adore'...haha

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:08 AM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

fact #146: I am too sympathetic

It's a wonderful feeling to get into Temasek Design School... Like what Rubern, leadership lecturer said, you have to be happy to be able to get into TP design since it's considered as one of the top design school in SG...i am happy...to be able to get in as one of the few people in IMD...but the stress that come along with it...urgh!

Supposedly, next month is to be a term break...But then for me i still have some other school activity for the month... Looking forward to them...really... but then suddenly Ron told me this disturbing news... It's not confirm yet whether my timetable would be affected but i am upset apon hearing the news...It's like a last minute information... I just pray that the changes won't affect my schedule...i am not ready for the change... i would be so stress out then

Back to my life, i have no ouside social life beside with my lovely classmates... Have not been seeing Nadia, Amalina and Siti for months... Bumping into Nad and Amal is not seeing okay... and here's the reason why... class starts at 9am - 12pm for Project1 and 3pm-6pm for Leadership... In between breaks, project discussion would commence... After 6pm, maybe i will be having meetings... Haiz... What a tight schedule... I really need to plan out my schedule for this month

I really need to learn how to tame myself... Learn how to take a step back from everything... I can't seem to take charge of everything...It's a heavy burden to take responsibility of something... I need to toughen up and not be too sympathetic... I already have a few major projects in hand and here i am being sympathetic, being the one "in-charge" of another something... I know i have to learn and step into others shoe but why can't they step into mine... Why can't they?...

Just now after class, my group mate approached me about the group project... I was glad they approached me as i don't want to be the one who starts off eveything... but then... when i asked one of them to take charged they all give me a blank face... i knew this would happen... and somehow, i ended up being the one to delegate the workload... it's so frustrating... and i will be the one who needs to tell the one member who was not there about what we planned to do for the project... All me... and guess what, i have to like put a little force to one of my member so that he will be the one who will compiles everything up AFTER i see through all the works... but one dissapointed suggestion that my member gave was that after i send the compiled research to him, he actually wanted to pass it to his friend who had done the module before... I was certainly piss off, it's our project and why do you have to get others involve... in actual fact, i told them that i have alot of stuff to handle already and there, this group members actually said "We also have other stuff to do"... i know, all of us have our Project1 and CDS to do... I know, me too... and this group member actually asked me to list down all the other stuff which i have beside this...seriously, i was dissapointed...i don't want to voice this out to them... But it really is heartbreaking to have group members like this... I guess i have to face them again tomorrow

On another topic... I hate being the one to do the dirty jobs... i really do... and i appreaciate those people who actually contributed and give thier time for this project... I am sorry for being abusive... Especially to my head, you know who you are... haha... i am really abusive, that's my negative aspect... it's been like that since primary school and a habit too difficult to change... the deadline is coming soon... for all the three major projects... all at them same time... i really need to buck up and not procrastinate anymore... i need to be self-motivated for this since not much people have been giving me a push... Something which is hard to do but i need to achieve

On another topic again... i felt ashamed of myself for what i did this morning... I am sorry... i gave a broken promise... I know you guys are dissapointed... you guys took the initiative to come all the way even though you guys live quite far but i didn't... my mistakes and i apoloise for that... i hope we can end this project with great satisfaction after all the hell and mental stress that we have gone through and are going through...i can't wait to see the outcome

All in all, even with all these negative aspects, i am glad that i get to work with you guys... Let's finish this month off with a smile

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 10:55 PM

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