Thursday, May 31, 2007

fact #188: Just realise that i have more shoes then my mum!

Posted by my brother in his blog :

"And to my fucking irritating sister who might be reading this
Stoop ur fucking bitching to me seriously
Especially on the part that DESIGN school rocks
I DUN EVEN FUCKING CARE AND DUN BRAG ABOUT IT
blerghhhh
If it is once it's ok
But fucking everytime is irritating"

and my reply to him was:

"ouh well, i didn't say that design school rocks... you said that... all i did say was that design is running a totally different system then engine so don't the fucking hell think that engine and design are ever the same... it is never ever the same... try and study in design then if you think it is fucking easy"

oh well, my brother has been saying to dad that i must be going out every single time i went home late at times... but what he doesn't know was that i was fucking bloody hell in school every time lah... ouh well.... he always compare engine and design... at sometimes when i am doing work at home, he said that it was easy... i really want to fucking hell shoved his ass up the wall... do you know how irritating it is everytime when i come home he said that i must be doing this and that or that when i am doing work how easy it is to complete the assignments! shut the fucking hell up lah... for insc, he said that it's like blogging,so easy... eh pig head, if it is like blogging then for what i stress up alot right! blogging is in html, insc is in javascript you idiot! urgh!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 11:22 PM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

fact #187: The number of times a cricket chirps in 15 seconds, plus 37, will give you the current air temperature.

Tired tired tired... need to catch up on sleep... haha... that's what i am going to do this month... not gg to work at all!!!! haha, if i want to also my parents would disagree in a way...i'm going out of Singapore on the 13th onward to dunno where... dunno if i'm going or not since there's school activities... see which is important first lah...

anyways, wtf, can you believe it, overheard that some people from tp was not feeling happy that design school is on holiday... obviously they're not from design... it's our first holiday since few months ago you know... you people have quite a number of holidays unlike ours...well, enough about this... if they're unhappy let them lah...can't do anything about it either... but i must say, IMD/MOI senoirs really are chionging hard...they do not have any breaks at all until the end of their FYP... like next yr! ouh well...

on a side note, it's been some time since i talked about my boyfriend and fling... ouh well, boyfriend was still not accepted by dad... i had no time at all to show him boyfriend last week... i was really busy, even at times, i don't have time with boyfriend... at last, i don't care about dad's view since i don't have the time to wait for him to be accepted that i just decided to agree with him myself...
and i don't bother about fling(banner) that much... all i did to him was do a makeover for him here and there...hope it helps for him...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 11:14 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007

fact #186: I don't like reading books

At long last i am done with INSC but there's still Flash! urgh!

Went to Jacq house yesterday, all nine of us. Lazy to name who. Woo hoo. Thanks Dan for helping me out with the scripts.

Well, relatives from Malaysia is coming over and staying over at my house today. I'm no sure how long will they be. I don't quite know them and they will be occupying MY room when i get back! and i have to sleep with my bros in their room! Urgh! Why can't they used my bro rooms instead since my room is occupied with alot of things including my brothers clothing in my wardrobe. Unbelievable right. My brothers have their own wardrobe but their clothes are still in mine. What's inside theirs are winter jackets. AHH!

and here i am in the school library not doing my flash. for the first time in a few months, i have not stepped into the library to sit down and do work. Back to work people! Holidays after submission! Yippie!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:13 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007

fact #185: i love TP at night. so nice the view

Congrats to
Caleb for being the president,
David for being the vice-president,
all the seniors,
Fiona, Jacen, Yi Jie, Amos, Ronald, Weihon,
me and the other two person whom i don't know
for being able to get into main comm. Yippie.
Let's work wll together alright.

Anyways, i'm going to die. There's only like a few days(monday) away till submission day. Few more days to complete 2 websites, one full flash, the other full javascript with 3 pages each. DIE. Struggling through to survive this module.

To take a break from all this, i volunteered for parent's night ushering today. i totally forgot about the work that i have to do. a big relieve.

On a side note, DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE AN IAD STUDENT! Tia asked Vaani if i was from IAD just now during refreshment time. Then someone ask me if i was from IAD too. AHH! i've heard this for quite some times now. really, urgh! i am an IMD student!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IMDDDDD!

anyways, during parents night, i was asked to bring the parents from MOI around. I must say, i love the Hereafter room. So nice lah. I LOOOOOOOOOVE the room. How come our year don't have parents night ah. During refreshment period, 2 parents came up to me. Vaani saved me from the first parent but she didn't save me from the second. But it's was nice chatting with them too lah even though it was a veryyyyyyyyyyyy long chat.

K lah, need to chiong now. 2 sleepless nights ahead!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:23 AM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

fact #184: I used to watch the TV everyday but now, i watch the comp screen (haha, lame i know)

The following is taken word by word from my brother's blog. I like reading his blog, quite interesting at times:

"The government have always been promoting tourism
To see the culture of singapore
Go to Lil India or Chinatown
But my advice to travellers
U dun have to waste ur time on these stuffs
Just hop on a bus and go Sentosa or something
Bcoz in the busride. You will experience the true culture of most Singaporeans There u will see the nose digging uncle
To the kiasu bitchy cheapskate aunties
That will always turn up for free items
To the mats and minah blasting outdated raggae songs
And the Ah lian and Ah Beng vandalising the backseats of buses with liquid paper Showing their "love" to each other
To that good hearted samaritan giving up his seat to the pregnant lady Schoolkids studying last minute for exams
And that weirdo beside you who's sleeping on ur shoulder
Yes.i would say riding the bus would be a must visit tourist attraction"

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School was alright. Ben was late, according to Jacq but i don't mind cause it's only comsultation and more than half the class wasn't there. Damn i shouldn't have taken the taxi, what a waste of money. Ouh well, at least i've started on my FA. haha. I know, Ida commented why wasn't i nervous or anxious since i haven't even have anything to show Ben just now. Flash extended till MONDAY people, thank god.

Anyways, Yong said he reads my blog,well everyone's blog(IMD), Hi Yong!. haha. don't mind actually. I think Moses has the link too as he is in my MSN list and i wrote my blog url at the msg once in a while. But Yong said i wrote down his personnal email in my blog. Where got? Got meh? Don't have what. And we bet on it. Don't have lah Yong, you lose. haha.

Pics from the Graduation Ceremony

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 9:51 PM

fact #183: i hate mee siam

Didn't come to class today. Was suppose to be a dress day for the girl but i heard from Grace that none of them wore it. haha

Anyways, after cracking my brains out and almost breaking down again, haha, finally my flash is working but the problem is that now since the file is damn big, i can't send it to Ben by mail. AHHHH! and i told him that i would send him asap! wth!

k, now, let's concentrate on final assignment. after that, a well deserve break after cracking my heads out with these two modules!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:01 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

fact #182: Hates almond

I really hate calls at night i really do. Few mins ago received a call stating that my paternal grandmother's(the first wife) sister passed away. Few days back doctor told the family that she can go anytime and well, she chooses today. Ouh well, lucky that i visited her on Saturday. Maybe i won't be coming to school. We'll see.

Anyways, had to usher the graduation ceremony just now. I envied all the graduates. I wonder when will it be my turn. Haiz. Wearing all black to school was really awkward i must say. Lucky i didn't wear bring a black black if not, haha, i will become a black widow, shoes black, skirt black, blouse black and even black bag.pics will be uploaded soon.

After the ceremony went back to class. Roy was kind enough to teach me and Grace what was thought in class. Nice lecturer i must say :)

Ouh, Dad wants to go overseas this coming June holiday but i don't know where. We'll see. Anyways, just for the pass three days, i spent more then $150 shopping. whahaha. i'll claim it back!!!!! haha

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:46 AM

Saturday, May 19, 2007

fact #181: i rather be the middle person to any kind of situation

whahaha...i bought new shoes...AGAIN! twice in a month...

CCN day today. Spent most time walking around. Best item bought was this badge which says " i like to study BUT. I HAVE NO EXAMS.unlike you." whahaha... lots of chocolates were bought.

Credits goes to Naomi and Karwen in helping me do a poster for the campaign. I was too tired to do one. haha. but really appreciate it very much. Now you guys can see my face at every level(except for level 2 lah) at design school. whahaha.

I really hate the situation among the course now. I really need to concentrate on flash. My concept is not even approve yet lah.

anyways, i just got back.haha. mum asked if i want to go out and of course lah i want.haha, cause you know, i think you'll know cause i've post about this up already, never reject your parents offer to go out. Because of that, i got new shoes. 2 new shoes in a month. Actually i wanted to buy 2 just now but after consideration, might as well buy 1. i got too much shoes. anyways, i'm going out tomorrow with mum again. so, maybe can buy more stuff tomorrow. whaha.

PEOPLE, PLEASE VOTE FOR THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE FOR DESIGN STUDIES CLUB AND A FEW OTHERS FOR THE COMING ELECTION ON THE 22-24 MAY,PROCEED TO CYBER CENTER TO VOTE YEAH!

(credits to Naomi)

(credits to Karwen)

(Abigail)

(Tommy)

(Caleb)

The rest i don't have thier campaign pic so i just type thier name out alright

-David
-Weihon
-Mathilda
-Nas
-Hannan
-Deborah
-Samantha
-Wanting
-Joseph
-CY (i dunno how to spell his name, haha, sorry)
-Nina
-Yi Jie
-Fiona
-Gabriel
-Zul
-Ronald
-Serina

There's this one freshie but i don't know the name. I hope i didn't miss anyone out. haha.Let's make this fair and square alright. Everyone is entitled for 15 votes for clubs and 13 for TPSU. No voting for the same person again. So, VOTE FOR US ON POLLING DAY!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:54 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

fact #180: i dunno what to write eversince javascripting was ever taught!

Thanks to all who cared. All the hugs and kisses. It was much appreciated.

Jiawen told me this " even though you damn chirpy and smiley at times but can tell you got so many things to do at dateline". Ouh well.

Anyways, i running an election for DSC. So please do vote for me alright. Voting period is on the 22-24 of May.Campaigning starts from today till Monday. ouh wel, there's CCN day today and ushering for the graduation ceremony on Monday. No time to campaign lah.

Roy, Java lect, can be quite funny. Suddenly, being random, he would talk about his Dutch GF and him. cute lah. then just now he talk about proposing and all. haha. he promised us sweets on Monday though. Dutch sweets or is it Holland sweets. Ouh well.

On the side note, Dad saw Banner. At least he didn't rejected banner but upon evaluation, Banner was given low marks, a c- for it. ouh well, there's still some time for improvement for Banner. There's still hope Banner, dun feel sad alright! haha

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:33 AM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

i am feeling sick and tired of everything. waking up early in the morning to come to school and going back home. Having to face the computer at school and at home, i am sick and tired of it. having to do this and that, having the responsibility and all.

Responsibility. It is really such a heavy thing to carry. I really have to look through everything again to see how heavy it is for me. Will i be able to carry that burden?

One thing i must say is that i am really trying too hard. Trying hard to give a strong impression to all. Bu truth to be told, this is not who i really am. Never am i strong in anything. I am always weak in everything. and i am sick and tired of showing a strong front. a slight comment and i will break down, right there easily. That's who i am truly am, the real me.

i just feel like breaking down and letting loose of everything. i want to feel alive again and not like now, feeling lost in all directions.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:55 AM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

fact #179: fetish for checking mail every now and then

Supposedly, today is the day where we have to submit in our banner. and as usual, all of as are chionging like hell just to complete the banner. I see quite a number of people in my msn list either set as 'away' or 'busy'. This is a norm for us every single time when there's submissions to do.

i had an itch to check my mail around 6+ am. I had this instinct that i will receive an email. and guess what. i did. and it was from "DAD" saying:

"to all that is in my class...

I am on MC today...
please continue working on your banner + website in
class.

i will extend the interim submission of the banner to
thursday.
thus i expect to see a much completed and well crafted
product.

thanks
ben"

omg! and basically most of us didn't sleep for nothing. haha. well, that's a good news. and i quickly spread the msg around. the next thing i knew, i receive an sms telling me about the above. haha. See, must thank me for checking my mail way early in the morning.haha

well, now i have to think about all my flings and whether DAD will accept it for not. There's "Banner", "Brand name"and "Tagline" so far. I know there will be more coming the next few days. Wait for their stories soon and hear what Dad has to say about them.

Now, let us all sleep and have a good rest.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 7:04 AM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

fact #178: Baboons were once trained by Egyptians to wait on tables.

Adding on to the burden that i am having already, i agreed to help someone with something. I really need to learn and say no just once. I can't keep doing this to myself. I guess it's the upbringing. I always see my father helping others, doing this and that. I can be very kind at times always helping others without thinking about myself first. That was me once, now i have learn how to tone down a bit.It seems like i have to learn to tone down more now. Thinking for others is good but now you have to think about yourself first Hajar.

Woke up with a terrible headache today. i guess it's due to the little sleep that i have been having and also the amount of pressure that i have been having for this block. I must say javascripting and flash together has to be a killer combination. I almost broke down once trying to figure out why the hell my script does not work. I really wish for this block to be done and over with really fast.

Met most of main comm just now. I must say i really miss the whole lot.Grace felt awkward with them just now. Well, you have me alright.

Well, let me continue with my boyfriend, Concept and let me start with my father. My father is young and goes by the name of Benjamin Ong. He met with my boyfriend today and disagree with him. As his daughter i kind of get it why he dislikes Concept. I'll try and bring Concept tomorrow again and see whether he still disapprove of him again or not. This time, i'll give Concept a makeover. We'll see how it goes alright! Ouh, i have to show Dad my fling tomorrow, his name is Banner.I has to bring his portfolio(development) along i guess.I know he will have alot of comment for Banner too, i can sense that.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 9:25 PM

Monday, May 14, 2007

fact #177: i will whine and whine till i get what i wants...haha

That Guy

(These are not the original lyrics. For the original song/lyrics type "davidchoimusic" or search davidchoimusic on youtube)

Oh tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone just wasting time
no Friday movie nights or romantic candlelights

I'm just having conversations
with the thoughts in my head
all I hear are angels crying
oh won't they just sing instead

It would be wrong for me to say

I don't need that guy by my side
I don't need that guy in my life
I don't want to talk it out
or have him hold me when I cry

I don't want to say he's my kind
I don't want to say that he's mine
I don't want to tell him
that I love him more than life
more than life, love him more than life

Honestly, this won't do
how is he doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
but I know I'm such a fool
I'll just take it as a new beginning
but you know I don't feel that way
who will take all this pain away?

I know it's wrong for me to say

Chorus

Talk about a sin
was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time

I know it's wrong for me to say

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i've been listening to the song above for the pass few days and i think my brother is getting sick and tired of listening to me sing and hear the song. haha.

anyways, i dragged CY along with me to the workshop just now. Went there and we were told to discuss some events that we could do. and off me, CY and this yr 1 girl from design joined the huge AS group.the people of AS come in full force, all in orange. omg. on the way home and i bumped into Alex and David, i think both of them felt awkward being surrounded by the orange people. Well, CY wanted to make fun of this guy with a monkey face.

Anyways, i am here to tell you of my new boyfriend name "Concept". Concept comes and go very often. At times, most people will accept him and at times they just don't understand him. Lately, he knows that i am angry with him and that leads to the reason why he has been avoiding me for quite some time.He has not been co-operative for the pass few days you see. Ouh where did my Concept go to. Please bring him back cause i need him to be there for me tonight. I will die without him tomorrow. Please bring him back someone. PLEASE!!!!!!! I am dying for my dear, CONCEPT!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 11:26 PM

fact #176: it will always be hard for me to say "NO" to something, I need to learn and stop saying "YES" to everything

Well well, this is going to be a short post with alot of photos. haha

Let me start with us starting to cam whore on friday.both guys and girls but separately.haha. more then 100+ pics for girls, how about the guys? Let's see which gender is the vainest. haha. after which went to Marine parade area where we sinned for a while. all those chocolate indulgence can kill. window shop at parkway parade for a while.

Saturday, went to school to assists Vaani to give a short tour. Went to Cineleisure for the lime flea market thing. Jacq rent a stall so we went there.It was a good experience. It was nice up till it rained. I love running in the rain. After which i went to meet up with my cousins and all. The usual place at Tamp at my aunt stall. I like going there as the rest of the vendors are nice. Celebrate one of my aunt b'dea as well as mother's day.

Sunday, i stayed at home and rot all day long.haha

So, here are the pics...

Some more pics during the chalet, we went to Wild2 Wet

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Since i can't swim due to pms and this girl here was cold, i ended up babysitting her

and at such a young age, she knows how to play the psp...ish ish

and here is where the cam whoring starts, hehe :P

look at that hat, Ed Hardy, thanks to Macson :P

Nice to eat! Indulgence to the max

Azmi and his friend popped by on Saturday

And so did Esther and her friend

Pretty Naomi

Lijia

Jacq and her friend, Vincent

Students of TP, cousins and never ever once bumped into each other in school, unbelievable right!

We look alike don't we and 1 of my tuition student

she had a dance performance beforehand, that explain why she look like and old lady, haha

Look at the eye shadow!!!!!!

Guess who asked her to do that sign? haha

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:16 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

fact#176: im bored

i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
okay!
no class yesterday and today for javascripting.
yippie
i tried doing yesterday's java exercise and well, i gave up.
double shitness.
weee, Roy on mc.
yippie!
okay i'm really bored
dunno what to do
fine.
i'll try and sleep then
wee
oh yah, coming back tomorrow
to help vaani with something
hardworking Hajar
go and think of a concept lah

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:16 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

fact #175: Love B&J. Chocolate fudge!!!!!

i woke up at 8.52am and entered class one hour(or so) late. whahaha. At least i didn't get kick out and Ben was not making that much noise as i was late.haha. At least i have handed in my work. Nothing to show for consultation not because i didn't did any research but i can't think of anything and don't understand what to do. I did research okay. Yes Ben, i did my research. haha.

Waiting for the rest to finish as we had decided to play table tennis and badminton in which i had forgotten. Anyways, May fen woke me up from my nice sleep as Wei hon called me. Guess what he asked? That guy ah, make my heart boil you know. He asked whether or not i have any chocolate with me. Ahh, Weihon you woke me up for that. Go bookshop and buy lah.

Anyways, yup. I played badminton all day as i don't know how to play ping pong. Whooppie. Lets do it again someday!

While waiting for the rest, we were getting bored and so here we go: