Saturday, April 28, 2007

fact #171: Fish can drown.

Mum left for Malacca leaving me all alone to deal with the three guys at home. Dad, Is and Din. They give me headaches!

Let me start with the man of the house. Well, there he was fixing things around the house. I did say that he bought a new tv right, what i didn't know was that we had a new dvd player. Don't asked me whether he bought it or got it. So he install the new one outside, brought the old one to his room, the one in his room he just left it around the house. and guess what, he promise to install the one in my room a few months back and it is still not install. and now i have 2 cd player laying around the house some where unused. 1st is from the one in his room where he just place anywhere and the 2nd is the extra one in my room, not the uninstall one, another one. I wonder, why the heck do we have alot of players, to add on to the bill is it!?

the second guy. I guess he is so proud of bring in engine that he is wearing the purple ribena shirt. He took 2 of the shirt home. ouh well. this guy almost made us homeless. there he was heating up some stuff and he forgot about it. I smelt something burning in the room and checked it out. the next thing i know the kitchen was smoking. urgh! give me heart attack this guy.

the next and youngest guy. he was at home till 2 until he was nowhere in sight. one moment he was playing the comp, the next he was out of the house. missing until nearing evening. his best friend mum had to call me up to ask whether they are at home, my house.

and i have to do the chores -.-" worst of the lot lah. lucky i don't have to cook, dad ta pau food for us. whahaha. do laundry, vacuum room, wash dishes,etc. haiz. and tomorrow have to wake up damn early just to wake my brother up for his religious class, i've graduated from the school you see. hehe.

today was a mundane day. other that going out for a while the rest of the day seems mundane!

unlike Ben class, we have to come to school on Monday for this particular module. haiz. the IMD studio sucks. i hate it. i wonder how am i going to spend my 3 hrs break. not in the studio please, it's not that comfy anymore.coming block i will have classes from 9-12, 3- 6...haiz...ahh, no classes on Monday please!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 10:46 PM

fact #170: i love marshmellows dipped in chocolates! weee. fondue bebeh!

I was praying for no rain today but rain did came. ouh well, venue was changed from pasir ris park to in between LT in school. Even though the environment sounds kind of boring, but it was a change and kind of interesting.

Moses came and we all talked. Decided to talked about none school stuff but it ended back to school matters. It was nice though. Even though it seems as though as i was not listening, i was really listening to what he was saying.

I am quite full after all those food. And we finish all the food, a first for me since food are always wasted during bbq. After eating the guys decided to tau-pok each other. I promise Jeremy not to post his picture up so i won't. Those who have the pics that i am talking about, don't post it up alright. Grace have not send me the pics except for two so i will post the rest later.

But i must say, something is wrong with Nural today. She kept wanting to kiss me which she did. I wonder how many times has she done that. Take note ah people, i don't like people kissing my cheeks but my forehead! :D

None of the main comm are going tomorrow to Sentosa :D Those programmers i've asked are not going too. Only Nural is up for it. Eh people, it's Saturday and we have a break and you guys don't want to go out ah! and it all depends on the weather tomorrow, if it's okay i will go with Nural. Suggesting a movie outing to David is off no use, he would rather catch a movie in school, free mah, then going out for one, need to pay you see -.-" haiz. People! it's a Saturday!!!!!!!

asked Amal out and this is what she said "maybe next week or something la okay sayang ku tetek masam..." why are people rejecting me for outings! why !? ahh!!!!!

so anyways, went to Yana's (not yana ramli okay) house to grab something before coming back home. CDs, wee. can watch them before school starts :D

Visited Nina on Thursday. Most of us, main comm, went including Vaani. Bought her card, coin bank, balloons and recordable flower. haha. Coin bank because Nina's the treasurer mah, inside the coin bank got alot of receipts for her. haha. recordable flower with the cheer "g double o d j o b" in it. Guys bought the balloon, a spongebob nitrogen balloon. and all signed the card. Actually, we girls disagreed with what the guys are buying. haha. spongebob, ouh well.

After which, we went to a pool parlour and played pool. Well, they not me. haha. Met mum to go shopping after that. Bought this jewelery box from precious thoughts :D i dunno where the rest goes to anyways after that.

Ouh before visiting Nina, went to school to hand in final assignment. Had a chat with Ben. Nice! Let's chat more okay :D

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:47 AM

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

fact #169: i want to go to the cinema and watched a movie. ahven't done that for ages!

Assignments are due tomorrow. Everyone is chionging right now i guess. I need a stress reliever so here i am.

Mum said that she's going to Malacca like this Saturday and Medan next week. Urgh! I want to follow! Next week got cousin chalet, i'll see if i stay over or not. Friday bbq at Pasir ris park, pit 46-48. come at 6pm.

Damn the week is packed. I really need my own break, my very own time.

It's quite strange how people knows your name and you don't know theirs. I was in school today and quite number or people called out my name. I just turned and smile. Awkward feeling i must say. i wonder what the freshies are doing in school today since school starts next week. Well, David assume that they are having their induction, ouh well.

Talking about David, haha, i thought he was joking when he said he came back just to eat chicken chop. I went to the lab and decided to go canteen to grab something and there he was buying chicken chop. whahaha. Accompany him eat and went up, Moses was there.

Ben complimented quite a few number of people today. Was happy for that but sad for something else. Haiz. Why Ben why?

Hope Nina recover soon! She had an op yesterday or today. Can't remember when. Will visit her tomorrow.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 10:49 PM

fact #168: I'm scared of starting in a new relationship! :I

Had the genesis meeting just now. Good job to all those who performed!

Heard from Jacq that IMDs(juniors) are going ice-skating tomorrow. Ah! So sad i can't go. Need to chiong for Elemm. Submission on Thursday!Haiz.

Main comm proceeded to pivia. I slept there, nice place to sleep i must say. Woke up and the rest were watching 300. Joined in. Wait for Vaani then we had our post camp meeting. Ordered Mac and watched You've got served!

Sub-comm bbq on Friday! Design school retreat to Sentosa on Saturday, well for those who's involve in the camp lah. Main comm when!!!?Thursday?!

Talked to David(Tan) on the phone just now. Sorry but i can't help much. The only thing i can do is to listen and be there for you. Cheer up okay Dav!

More pics here!

The caption says it all, thanks Esther ah!

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More nightwalk pic

Programme comm

Main comm with Vaani and Moses

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 5:28 AM

Monday, April 23, 2007

fact #167: i'm bored!

In pivia right now. cleaning all the mess that has been made there. Oh man, it's messy alright. I'm bored! and i think they are trying thier means and ways to lock me in and not letting me go out!

Just now was the add/drop thing. Didn't go for it because if not 3 modules in a block. can die lah.

Tomorrow Genesis meeting yah people. Go for it. I just remembered that we didn't teach the freshies on how to log into their account and check their timetable.Ouh well.

Meeting Ben tomorrow for consultation instead. I haven't do a single thing. Ouh please kill me. haiz. Note to myself, GET MY BUTT OFF THE COUCH AND START DOING YOUR ASSIGNMENTS! more pics will be uploaded later when i get home alright people!

Main comm is still as crazy as ever. I was laughing like hell to Nas just now. whahaha. I will post pics for this for sure!

Found out that there are some people out there who are lazy to tag! Nina, David, Esther, Grace, Karwen,etc...tag tag tag! whahaha

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:53 PM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

fact #166: i hate durians bacause of what happen to me in the past

Ahh! Irritating. Shut up lah Iskandar. You don't know a single shit. He keep insisting that the camp is three days. Shut up can or not. Go to http://campradical.dejiki.com/ to know more lah. And it's not a three day camp lah, it's 4 days two nights camp. Get it. For the thousand time, let me set this straight. Design school is not the same as Engine school.Furthermore you are just a freshie, you haven't even start school yet and you want to talk big. Like you know everything like that. Don't act as though as you know everything lah please. Get it! If you really want to know more about what i am doing or spy on me or something, join design school lah. If you want to confirm whether i am at school camp or not, you can easily go and find the director of the Design school. Go ahead and find Moses, i won't stop you one cause i saw him like almost everyday throughout the camp. Please lah. I came one day before camp to prepare and left one day later to clean up. You can ask around, well go and and ask Vaani or Moses, to know more. No one will stop you. I don't get it why my brother is so kepo. My parents didn't even say anything lah.

Anyways, there's the Genesis meeting this Tuesday. Add/drop week next week lucky no school. So, Monday coming back to do the add/drop thing and Tuesday for Genesis and post camp stuff. Visit http://campradical.dejiki.com/ to see camp pics. and and and i got Ben for three more months for next sems. Add this to all the months which he has taught, i got 7 months of him already. Ah! More storytelling to think of. Well, actually i don't mind him lah just that i want to experience different lecturers.

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Day 0

Main comm came at 8.45 am. So damn early i know. Cause have to sit in at the lecturers meeting. haiz. Nothing much happen accept for a few debrief and test out of the table soccer. Nice job there guys. Ouh no, something happen. And she gave me a whole lot of shock. I was debriefing the programmers and the next second you know, Grace was running out. i sense something wrong and ask Karwen to follow. She was having an attack. Scared the whole shit of me as it was only day 0 and something like this happened. Called for the ambulance. Grace was given MC but being stubborn, she went home and return the next day. Moses bought prata for all. yippie!

Day 1

Freshies came. Pepper and Clarence MC. Played station game here and there. Blah3. They went home, we go sleep. But before that, Gail told me that Sentosa don't allow us to come into Sentosa, the bus i mean. I panicked, ask Darryl and Aliff to recce the way out.

Day 2

They came for overnight. Table soccer was played. Haha. So funny. Brought those involve for dragon boat over for training. Most of the guys freshies are quite built i must say. David gave me last minute confirmation that the bus can come in. Yippie!Moses and other lecturers played against the others and i can't believe the lects won.I screwed up the "treasure hunt" for this. You can't imagine the calls i receive on that day. Before i end one call, another one came in. Went to Sentosa in Jeff car. Gail, Jeff and Ronald drove there. I anticipated them being late as moving 400 people to Sentosa really takes time especially when they take their own transport. One freshies receive a shock. Went home from Sentosa around 2am to 3 am. Lights out!

Day 3

Suppose to be a rest day. But i guess not in the end. Iskandar and Gillian came. Iskandar teach some cheers, thanks. Performance night. Very funny lah the subs-empire performance and also the GL performance. I like the GL performance. Spelling bee was done. One freshie whines, i kind of hate it. Haha.Clarence came. Birthday surprise. After which is the night walk. LT was damn stuffy. Night walk was fun. Lights out.

Day 4

Final clash day. Brought those involve in games to stadium. We were late but not last to be late. I like the responses especially "we rock, you, pebble". whahaha. Since i have to handle those who are involve in the games, i don't know what's happening at the gallery. Ahh! The regatta also. I was handling the dragon boat people. Sorry Ferli and those involve for what has happen. I heard the freshies were very rah rah and enthu :D Better then my batch i heard. oh well. We won first place for dragon boat guys, both seniors/juniors and freshies, second for seniors/juniors girl and fourth for freshies girls. we won BEST SPIRITED SCHOOL! Yippie.

Design shower. i pity the freshies because they were really soaked and drench. Too much water i guess. Jam and hop. Moses dance. they called out my name to dance. Before J&H, Hannan was sleeping along the corridor along 03-10. he slept like a log. Nina took a marker and drew on his face. Whahaha. We move back to our belove CDI room after giving it up to the freshies. Man our room at 03-10 were small. Went for supper. Guys said girls showered late so we were timed. By the end we came back, all(guys) was asleep.

Day 5

Somehow i manage to wake up around 6+ am, 7+ am. Woke up got bored. Surf net. Sleep back. Vaani came around 10 am and all were asleep. Most woke up near 11am. Had lunch. We forgot about sabotaging David. Weihon leg locked him while he was napping and we all drew all over his body. Even the soles(feet) were not spared. hehe. Nas, being the joker said"Give David more pimples". haha Clean up here and there, went home.

Got home. Wow! New TV! so big! saw my bed after a few weeks. Bath, nap! and here i am blogging. Post camp is not over yet. Tuesday meeting. Monday add/drop! Thursday submission. Die. I haven't done anything yet. Need to chiong for it.

I must say, the freshies were quite nice and enthu. Some thought i was the emcee as i was constantly giving instructions here and there.

Camp is over and i would like to say thanks to all those involve. To all committee, thanks. Nas and Hannan, i know at some point you are about to burst because of me but thanks for not doing so :D. Ah gong Wei hon, thanks for running here and there and doing the table soccer. To those who helped Wei hon, thanks alot. To all the girls, Deborah, Samantha, Nina, Wanting, Syahrifah, Charissa, Sini, Rachel, Eileen and Matilda thanks for all the help. To Jeremy, thanks for understanding and helping here and there. To the media team, haha, i know i overslept, lucky Zul called me up for the cd, if not, die. Anyways, thanks for your hard work and taking my picture when i said i wanted to, whahaha. To all the lects especially Vaani, thanks for everything. To Joseph, May fen and all programmers, thanks for everything that you have did. I think i am a little harsh on you guys at times so thanks for accepting all the crap i've said. And lastly, to David. Thanks for being patience with me and not lose your temper in every single thing from the start till the end :D

This is our che-meh!

Jeremy and Eileen!
(i will try and get the rest of main comm pic ASAP!)

Arrived. Look at all the luggage

Look at all the pratas!

Freshies at audi1

Hakim, Macson and ME!

Logistic guys!

Programmers teaching cheers!

Human table soccer!

Moses played! hehe

Caleb with one of the freshie

Gathering at Sentosa, Emerald Pavilion

Welfare girls at Sentosa!

Night walk pics!

Spelling bee competition. Guess what the first word is
(you guys should read the rest. EG. Versage, fhursate, in actual spelling is facade)

Final clash day!

Best Spirited School!

Playing around ah people!

Sabotaging time!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:34 AM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

fact #165: I'm need a holiday!

URGH! why must FOC ends so fast... Now that damn irritating brother of mine is back. So irritating lah. I told mum that i had no more money and that damn guy had to say that i must have spent it at Starbucks or out shopping or something! Irritating lah. For the past few weeks i have been in school coming home at night and all, where got time to go starbucks. you think i am that free huh. Shut your trap man. You don't know what i am doing so shut up. and he keep saying where got camp, workshop lah. cause i told mum i got camp next week, well she knows a few weeks ago already lah, but that guy keep insisting it's a workshop. For goodness sake Design school and Engine school the same izzit! SAME IZZIT! if the same, go and experience Block teaching. See how wonderful it is. Go go go. So shut the fucking hell up! Urgh! K gtg, i need to rush some stuff if not CY will nag. haha

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 5:47 PM

fact #164: Licking a stamp burns 10 calories.

Just got back awhile ago. Well actually 1am lah. Dead tired!

So, today met the programmers to recce Sentosa. I was late. So sorry cause i last minute had to pass Deborah some stuff. Weird leh my comp, when i email someone some stuff it's either that they never receive it or the attachment is missing. Oh well.

So i was late and recce Sentosa. Wah, the jungle trail was nice but dangerous leh. Very i must say but it will be nice if we had the chance to do it but ouh well. Anyways, initial idea after that was to go to Vivo for lunch with the girls but then Weihon called asking where i was. Hai yah, cancel plan go back to school. I actually wanted to come early to school which is before i recce Sentosa but then i woke up late. Whahahahaha.

Reach school around 5pm and yippee, table soccer was done. I love you guys. whahaha. wait wait, when i alight the bus, i saw this group of freshies at the bus stop. I just new it, what they want to do actually. The moment i alight they started cheering, haha, so sweet. Froggy was there, so i guess that's her group lah. So did some stuff here and there at printing room. Jeremy just got his laptop, window vista but 1G only so laggy lah. but Vista leh!

Was damn hungry. For the pass few days i've been skipping on my meals. I have been having my breakfast like what, in the evening or at night. Ahhh! So in the end left me, Jeremy, Weihon and David. Woo hoo! Weihon drove so well, haha, he sent us home lah. Well before sending us home there's still one more freshie letter to be send. So off we went to her house. Initially, Jeremy decided to send the letter since he wanted to see whether the girl is pretty or not, well boys will be boys. Then in the end, all the 4 of us delivered the letter. I had to do the talking in the end and the three guys were like standing on the side like ....!? Too bad the girl wasn't in, it was the sister and mother who took the letter. one word : cuteness. whahahahaha. imagine 3 guys standing at the side smiling foolishly to the mother. whahahahaha.

Then off we went to Changi Village to eat. My aunt was there, she has a shop there you see, and guess what she told me. That my uncle was admitted in Changi hospital. I was like "huh?!". My aunt(another) was just send in and now my uncle. one in and one out. Ironically my aunt says that it's the same illness. I was then in a blank state. I guess the operation would be either tomorrow or Monday. See first lah. So Weihon send us home :D and i reached home like what exactly 1 am. haha

Tired! and there is still work to do. Jia you Hajar! Camp is next week and i've packed! haha, 2 sleeping bag, 1 pillow and 1 water tumbler to be brought over. Whahahahaha!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:51 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

fact #163: this is the 350th post! woo hoo, haha random shit!

Anybody who wants to join regatta? Contact me ASAP! i need girls and guys either seniors or juniors. Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream, merrily merrily...

I am so happy today yet so stressed! I like Ben, for now. Cause you know why... he said "you've improved. Good job!" to me in front of the whole class. Not that i'm bragging or anything but woo hoo, that surely lifted up my spirit! But then i think i have to disappoint him cause i have nothing to show him tomorrow. He send an email just now saying that he wants to see our finalized work tomorrow and would not entertain those who have not done anything yet. Ahh! That's why i'm stressed!

I was still in school around 9pm plus... and the freshies were having their camp. So cute lah.. and suddenly i saw Iskandar....whahaha, he joined the camp...i forced him too cause it was fun fun fun... haha... and i told like practically everyone who was there that he was my bro... haha... i want to disturb the freshies! wee

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 11:43 PM

fact #162: i love you, muahhhh

"Hi all, Ben on mc today so no class, please inform everyone"

The best sms i have recieved so far. One day of not going to class on a weekday, not monday lah cause monday got no class, is like heaven to me. Yes, i still have to complete my assignment but i don't have to go to school right. I have been going to school everyday, monday to friday somethimes saturday, for the pass few months and today i didn't stepped my foot in school! and of course not all times i come to school is related to camp, well most days are.

So, i took the chance to wake up late. Then off i go out of the house. ahh! Surprisingly, a few people called to ask if i was in school or not. haha, sorry not today yah peeps. Weihon told me that he had delivered a letter who lived near my house. boo hoo. i want to deliver a letter. I really do. ahh! who took the Simei stack ah...i want to deliver the letterssssssss

Recieved my phone bill slipped yesterday. I got a shocked for a few secs after seeing the slipped. 1000+ smses. haha. the most i had so far. I wonder who i smsed beside the programmers. haha. and lucky incoming call are free if not i wonder how much my bill will be. So anyways, thanks Dad for settling the bills everytime. Wee. I'm a pampared kid, hehe. Well, my PUB bill for this month has not been much change.

"note to myself......go beach with the beesbooosss...." <-- amal wrote this...i wonder since when we are called beesbooosss...what happened to boobies...i prefer boobies...haha

Had a mass chat with Amal, Nad, Siti and Ida. They wanted to go to Sentosa next thursday. At first i agreed thennnnnn alamak i got camp! i told them i die die can't go and Nad actually suggested that i fake sickness and skipped camp... good idea though but i can't... i have to go be it sick or not... haha... so we contiue chatting and all. i knew for a fact that they are kind of pissed off that i can't go... I'm sorry... cause so far, everytime they want to go out, i'm not free.

The other time i can only go out with them after my meeting was over, actually i can meet them at Starbucks instead of Siti's house but by the time i reached Starbucks they would want to leave for Siti house. Might as well i go Siti's house instead right. Now, i wonder when we are going to Sentosa. If i'm not wrong Amal suggested this Friday. I think it had been finalised to this friday. I guess i have to break thier hearts again because i have a meeting on that day and besides that what about class and filming for nightwalk. I still have classes!!! They will be freaking mad at me once i tell them. So sorry! I love you girls! :D I want to follow but it's just that i can't. Please understand!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:49 AM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

fact #161: i'm a nervous wreck

OMG! i think i am feeling so stressed. My chest is hurting at times. And i think i am having gastric.

I hate going home, partly because i will use the comp and once i switched on the comp esp MSN, boom, all the qns keep coming in. My stomach will start grumbling and rumbling once the computer is on. Oh my.

Anyways, Happy birthday Hazimah. Her's is on the 10th. I forgot to wish her just now. What a dum dum!

So today, i went to the gallery to meet Vivien to grabbed Grace stuff. Oh man, i really feel awful at that time cause they are working hard. But i can't help out. I got school and furthermore got other commitments to fulfill. There's a meeting anyways today. KJ was like "huh, you not coming back later?" and my answer was that "i have a meeting soon" Anyways, the food seems delicious.

So, after class straight away go to 03-10/a. Recently, i guess 03/10 classroom is a good hangout. Most meetings and gathering is being held there. Woo hoo. and the main comms are actually a fun bunch of people to hang out with. and we always 'ta pau' nasi ayam as food. haha, no other food to eat ah people. nasi ayam ,KFC, nasi ayam, KFC... haha

After which i went to Siti's house. I haven't even sit down she bombarded me with questions on freehand. ahh! i dunno dunno dunno. haha. played with her mac. woo hoo. Let's destroy it people.haha

Went home and saw my comfy bed and boom, i'm asleep. Forgot about what i had to do and complete, i need the sleep. haha. and at around 2 am, Matthew message asking where i was. ha ha. Sorry, i forgot about you. haha. i prefer my bed then anything else. So i basically dragged my butt up and walk to the comp (which is literally beside my bed, haha). ahh! Now i know who entered pivia. no comments on that. been racking my brain out about that. so chat chat chat, i was tired + stress and it resulted into a very nice topic to chat about. BT = block teaching. That guy so hilarious. woke me up lah because of him. and now, i am visioning everything that we have chatted about. So gruesome!

see what the convo resulted to. From programme stuff to BT. haha. Die die die people! I'm organising a cult, wanna join. mwhahahahhahahaha

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 4:03 AM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

fact #160: seldom will you see me sleep before 12, urgh! sleep deprieved!

I am a pampered kid. Yes, yes. Most of you should know by now. I love it when people give me a ride back home as i am simply lazy. Oh, how i miss the time when Mr. Jo would send me home after hockey session or anytime when he's going back too. haha. Now, now, i want to have a ride of my own. ahh, i need a driving license soon!
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OMG! something wrong with my memory. I can't even remember simple details. I literally forgot that it's Firziana, Raudah and Farhanah birthday today. Dang! and i even forgot that my aunt had undergo an operation yesterday. I wonder how she is, haven't ask mum yet. Oh my. I need something to help me recap my memory!

Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY people!

Went to school quite early today just to slack. haha. i can't seem to thin of what layout to do. and tomorrow is the interim, 35% leh. can die! anyways, i still can't figure out what to do!!!!! Someone help!

So, today got the whole sub meeting. I was in no mood to talk. I told David i don't want to talk and in the end i have to talk. Can i not talk again. I really hate it! Urgh! Anyways, they don't want to hear me talk what! After finishing off with the sub-comm meeting, had a programme meeting. I was about to burst lah but i didn't. Urgh! After which went back to LT 24 and hang around there. I love the main comm people. I love my programme people too.

So, after hanging around the LT we went to techno to eat. Somehow CY was kind of irritating today. Urgh! So, yes David you're right in saying that boys should shut up when girls talk. Something like that lah. and Hannan, welcome to the family. haha.and this is the only time toady where i feel relax. Forgetting all the work that i have to do, well i remembered them lah but not that stress over it.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:03 AM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

fact #159: Leonardo da Vinci could draw with one hand while writing with the other.

Urgh! I am already stress out over school matters and here you are adding on to my problems. What the fuck! Can you not behave like a kid. Let me tell you something, i am more freaking stress out over you then i am ever over school. Get over it will you. Behave more like a 19 year old would you. When i say i am busy i meant it. I don't even have time with my family yet alone have time with you. I am freaking busy with school. Get it!

And please lah, when you called and i didn't pick up it's not like i didn't call you back right. And what's with that temper. Nas (log head) tried calling me for like one whole day and i didn't answer. At least he was not pissed off, you called me like what once and you had to blew me off. Who are you to me? Boyfriend. Lover? No right. So buzz the freaking off.

You calling me up like what, in the middle of the night actually pisses me off at times. Imagine someone calling you up like at 3 - 5 am in the morning for reasons like "hello? what are you doing? i can't sleep...", "i'm bored... chat with me" for like every single day. If you call me like sometimes it's okay but then every time is a killer. I need the sleep. You can't sleep go and do other stuff, watch porn or something to entertain you. Guys like that i think, watching porn.

Urgh! Don't call me tonight. I'm so pissed off. GET IT!

And that Siti just bought a mac book! urgh!

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Anyways, my aunt is having an operation like NOW! hope all goes well. Received news that my aunt was admitted just now and visited her. Next to her is a girl called Chloe from Australia. She's nice. 19 years old by the way. and guess what, she tour around the world lah. at her age! ouh, she was diving, diving in the open sea i mean" when something happen and got her admitted in. Nice girl. I borrowed her magazine for the day. haha, one minute i was talking to her and the next i borrow some stuff. haha. and she actually say i can have it. can you believe it. haha. but what i can't believe is that, a 19 year old girl is actually touring the world alone! ahh! i guess she's rich...i want to tour the world!

ouh, i forgot to thanks grace for the prezzie she gave...so sweet. she gave me like this cute magnetic soft toy with a card. with a few words of encouragement after getting our results the other day. thanks grace. have fun at camp. SOS me when you need help, i'll be there ASAP!